I feel like I’m at a point in time where I’m not necessarily allowed to be sad anymore. No one expects me to be okay, but it’s still not the same. I can’t tell my mom that I miss my dad and didn’t feel like going to school today and my boss isn’t going to give me the benefit of the doubt when I’m not my usual cheery self. It hurts and it hasn’t stopped hurting and I just want to disappear for a little while.
My name is Lilly. I'm 19. Born on the cusp of Leo and Virgo. Texas is home.